The last time my heart felt something like this, it was early April 1994.  I was much younger, not sure how much wiser I am now, and I really knew nothing of real heartache, so it’s a much different understanding now 16 years on, but until these past 3 days I haven’t had tears like I have had recently.  I dedicate these to both people, the one living, and the one no longer with us…
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Put love into your heart.  Love is not a dagger that penetrates you.  It is not a fallen tree that fearlessly cuts into the earth of your heart.  Love is the earth, and love is the seed.  It is both, and you must give it to both.  Now.  Not when the feeling strikes, but rather in your own heart, and in the heart of your other.  Angie, love has given me the courage to accept I may lose you, you’d have to be here to see the tears in my eyes.  My tears will either wash something away, or I could choose to drown, but love knows better than I, so I leave it up to love.

I taught myself how to play the guitar with 3 things.  a cd, the album’s tabs book that I bought from a sewing and music store, and my Wayne’s World fender replica guitar.  I think I hear that Nirvanian.

(AUDIO) Poppy and loud.
(AUDIO) Second song wavy.
(AUDIO) Crunchy.
(AUDIO) It’s different cuz I’m drumming.
(AUDIO) The first dead end of Garage Band and end of this post.